> The only thing the pills did was make my stomach sick.

That's the first sign that antibiotics are causing a yeast overgrowth. They kill the good bacteria in your intestines, which allows the small amount of candida yeast that's always present to grow out of control. It can mutate into a fungal form that can spread throughout your entire body, severely damaging your immune system, glandular system, and nervous system. Believe me, women aren't the only ones who ever get yeast infections...

> I get extremely depressed at times because
> this hell has changed my life.

I really feel for you, bud. I could clearly "hear" the desperation in your post. I think dealing with the depression from all this is one of the worst parts of the whole thing. On my bad days, I just sit at home and cry, wondering if it will ever go away completely.

Try to hang in there...